Time for a new path!
Why am I doing this to myself? Honestly, none of the reasons that appeared were worth further punishment on my behalf.
Something needed to change because for myself THIS path was not acceptable any longer. I hardly recognized the person I was facing every morning in the mirror.
Who was she or what has she become?
What would it take to change?
We all know how it feels like when the pounding questions keep coming, validating our decisions and conditions constantly. My question was: “What would it take to change?”. My heart felt heavy and bruised this can’t go on anymore, change would bring relief I knew for sure.
On the next day I have set down with my urge and burning desire for change to prepare my resignation letter. My hopes faded to nothing if I continued this way. Radical solutions were necessary to create radical change!
A present of new life!
I handed in my resignation on my birthday giving myself the present of new life. A new chance to make it all different and to live a life I always dreamed of. I was surprised with a feeling of freedom and interestingly enough free of worries for a split second.
I had no idea what would be next but I knew I would be just fine.
Next weeks post:
“ I’m home NOW WHAT? ”
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